I just got the most exciting phone call I have gotten in a long time. I got a call from the fertility clinic...they had a cancellation...we go in for our appointment May 4th. I had two choices, May 4th, or tomorrow.
I picked May 4th for a couple of reasons...
# 1 - I should know what this cycle is doing by then...if anything
# 2 - There are some guys away at my work, so to try and go tomorrow would be hard
Just having the appointment, I feel so relieved, I feel so much better...even knowing that it doesn't mean that they will find the problem right away, or anything like that, but maybe, just maybe, I can finally get some answers...(and if this cycle hasn't finished by then, then they should be able to give me something to be able to make AF start so I have another chance...) I hope the girls on JM are right though, and the two higher temperatures means that I have O'd. 19 more sleeps till my appointment.
It's strange how one phone call, can change your outlook so much, and take your depressed mood, and make it more managable. It still sucks, cause I was hoping for a BFP before the specialist appointment, but I also thought the earliest I would get in was going to be July!!! YIPPEE!!!
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